I'm don't know

I'm don't know what your thinking now?
And I'm also don't know what I'm thinking now
You really need me like I'm need you?
If there is one day i disappear how you will feel?
You think I'm strong enough to withstand all these things?
Actually I'm not!!
I'm need your care,
Need your attention
But not your message when you wake up and when you wanna sleep only...
What I'm actually is for you?
Just the person that you take for fun?
Please...
I drop my tears more enough for you already
Please don't make it drop more and more...:-(